Up or down? You decide.

Dang! Nothing makes me more happier than seeing R's face after a really long time away. (Read: 1 month) It's been getting tougher every time he flies off for work because of the preparations and.. Well, separation anxiety of course.

Some people tell me it's okay and he'll be back sooner than you know it. And that he's there for work. Fact is, it's NOT okay and it's definitely NOT easy. But yes, knowing he's there for work consoles me a bit. 

I had gone through phases in the initial stages where I doubted this whole relationship because of his travellings. What if we get married & I'll be left alone like this? Then why should I even marry this guy? Will I be okay? The questions were so real I was afraid to answer them because the answers determine my very own future. 

But in the end, you know what they say. Love knows no distance and so does technology. Hehe. My bill has never been the same since I'm with R. Anyway, I've learnt to look at it from a different angle - we get our me-time, we get to detach ourselves and we'll meet again stronger as a couple. 

Up or down? You decide. 

It's always up for me.

For us.